Kill Me

At the beginning everything felt right
The more time passed the better we became
Now my body runs on unfiltered hate
And my head is full of doubts and shame

Talking to you is like hitting a brick wall
My tormented cries are always ignored
You said you’d pick me up when I fall
But all you’ve done is left me destroyed
Logic and reason get me nowhere fast
Don’t try to force my hand by twisting it
All I want is our present and our past

I’m a creature of habit who doesn’t like change
Why are you messing with this serenity?
You rewrite my words before I can turn the page
So why don’t you just go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?

The secret I’ve kept can’t see the light of day
No one should see the damage it can create
Don’t argue because I will never care anyway
Please refrain from disassembling our fate
Or else we won’t last until the final day of May
Open up your heart and just take the bait

I’m a creature of habit who doesn’t like change
Why are you messing with this serenity?
You rewrite my words before I can turn the page
So why don’t you just go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?

Broken doesn’t describe the way I feel
All the things I told you did nothing in the end
Now I’m stuck in a state that’s so surreal
It looks like all you ever did was play pretend
For you my body and soul will not kneel

I’m a creature of habit who doesn’t like change
Why are you messing with this serenity?
You rewrite my words before I can turn the page
So why don’t you just go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?

Dawn’s early light has now drifted away
Solace always escapes from my fingertips
Stop fooling me with this masquerade
Not long before the final bit of blood drips

Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you go ahead and kill me?
Why don’t you kill me?